Spring is on the way!

Where did the last few months go. I just returned from a trip down south. I was in Arizona for 17 days. When I left I weighed in at 185. When I returned 17 days later I weighed in at 200 lbs. Well I say 200, but it was like 199. Yikes! Well my plan for getting healthy, losing weight, feeling good about my self, exercising, walking, eating more fruits/veggies, staying away from sugar - all these hopes seems to be backfiring. Do I really want to lose weight? Do I really want to be healthy? It doesn't really show- does it? Well I need to do something. My husband wants to be healthy and he wants to work together to lose weight. I should just put this body to the test and see if it is possible. See what will happen if I stay away from sugar for a month. See how I feel. I am so tired lately and I have been tired for years. Today I woke up at 7 a.m. and felt like I could still sleep some more. I had a nap in the afternoon and slept for 1 1/2 hours and then later on in the day I slept for another 2 hours. I am tired now, but I am trying to catch up on my housework that I missed because I was sleeping. I need to react now and get busy living and taking better care of my body. My daughter graduates in 2 months and I don't want to be the fat mom there. I was the fat mom last year at my son's graduation and I told myself I wasn't going to be the fat mom ever again.